Post by CR on Apr 3, 2005 6:26:24 GMT -5
this about what i went through last year i have a passage i wrote last year put your thoughts about it.
Torn apart
Why are you so mean to me, I did nothing to you, you were my friend then you turned on me like I did something wrong, now you are the biggest bitch on earth….no wait that is for your so called friends you know which ones I am talking about. What eva you hear my friends and I say you have to go and tell them. Do you know that is the only reason they let you hang around them they don’t like you, I was your friend I was the one who gave you a chance I was the one who told them to give you a chance. If it were not for me you would not have the friends you do now, but when I needed you what did you do for me? Nothing now I know the truth the real you, your two faced nice one minute a bitch to the people who give you a chance the next. But when your so called friends decided to kick some one out of their group for no good reason who did you choose you took their side the cowards way out if you ask me and do you want to know the definition of a coward is it is a person who lacks courage, some one who can not stand on their own two feet, someone who needs some one else to tell them what to do, what to wear, what to say how to say, and in your case who they can and can not talk to. See because I talked to one of my friends someone they did not like I did not fit the mould that’s they wanted they kicked me out I was not the person they wanted me to be. You have to ask your self is this the person I want the school and my peers to remember me by, the one who choose to stand by an unhappy person a person who was so unhappy with themselves that they had to tease others, to make small indifferences into huge matter that would tear the basis of friendship apart. As for me I made that decision and I have decided I want to be remembered by my courage to stand up for what and who I believe in and not following someone else shadowing them I do my own thing I stand out, ok I may be the odd one out but I would rather be that then some sheep following a heard of sheep before me.
If this is how you treat your friends how to you treat the people you don’t like? Answer me that. I would like to be the one who bring you back to reality to show you that once we finish school that it is most likely that you will never see these people again so why try so hard to impress them you only have another nine months with them then you will all go your different ways and more then likely never keep in touch.
As for the friendship you and I had well you can forget begging me to be your friend again as far as im concerned your just a person who is at the same school and in some of the same classes as me that is it so have fun and when you come to your senses don’t come running to me because I wont be there for you just lie you were not there for me.
Why? You ask. Simple do unto others as you have them do to you.
Torn apart
Why are you so mean to me, I did nothing to you, you were my friend then you turned on me like I did something wrong, now you are the biggest bitch on earth….no wait that is for your so called friends you know which ones I am talking about. What eva you hear my friends and I say you have to go and tell them. Do you know that is the only reason they let you hang around them they don’t like you, I was your friend I was the one who gave you a chance I was the one who told them to give you a chance. If it were not for me you would not have the friends you do now, but when I needed you what did you do for me? Nothing now I know the truth the real you, your two faced nice one minute a bitch to the people who give you a chance the next. But when your so called friends decided to kick some one out of their group for no good reason who did you choose you took their side the cowards way out if you ask me and do you want to know the definition of a coward is it is a person who lacks courage, some one who can not stand on their own two feet, someone who needs some one else to tell them what to do, what to wear, what to say how to say, and in your case who they can and can not talk to. See because I talked to one of my friends someone they did not like I did not fit the mould that’s they wanted they kicked me out I was not the person they wanted me to be. You have to ask your self is this the person I want the school and my peers to remember me by, the one who choose to stand by an unhappy person a person who was so unhappy with themselves that they had to tease others, to make small indifferences into huge matter that would tear the basis of friendship apart. As for me I made that decision and I have decided I want to be remembered by my courage to stand up for what and who I believe in and not following someone else shadowing them I do my own thing I stand out, ok I may be the odd one out but I would rather be that then some sheep following a heard of sheep before me.
If this is how you treat your friends how to you treat the people you don’t like? Answer me that. I would like to be the one who bring you back to reality to show you that once we finish school that it is most likely that you will never see these people again so why try so hard to impress them you only have another nine months with them then you will all go your different ways and more then likely never keep in touch.
As for the friendship you and I had well you can forget begging me to be your friend again as far as im concerned your just a person who is at the same school and in some of the same classes as me that is it so have fun and when you come to your senses don’t come running to me because I wont be there for you just lie you were not there for me.
Why? You ask. Simple do unto others as you have them do to you.