Post by CR on Oct 2, 2005 6:38:57 GMT -5
The end of the year is approaching, faster for some then others. I think about all the little petty differences that I have had through out my time at Spcc and see that none of them really matter any more. If any one had asked me in year 8 what I would be doing in 5 years time, I would have told them I would sitting by my self in the library trying to figure out where every thing when wrong. What I thought then and what is now are two massively different things. The friendships I have made have overwhelmed me to the point that I have no words the explain them.
As much as we try to delay this process from happening the ending is inevitable there is nothing in its way to stop it. To tell you the truth it scares me to death to think of what I am going to do next year, I am used to the routine of getting up in the morning to go to school as much as I complain about it, that will be one of the things I miss the most. Another will be going into a place I have come to know as one of the safest places I know, there where times I felt like why do I go back there I don’t fit in, but I came up with the same answer every time it’s a place I feel safe probably the safest place I know second to my home. I know that no matter how bad things get that there are always people I can talk to that make the worst things go away just by being there, I know I’ll find someday a place like this but for know the hardest thing I’ll have to do is leave.
I say this to every one no matter how much you don’t like it, no matter what things you go through take the time to cherish every thing you do there because when it comes down to it the last day you spend there will be the one day you will never forget. And the one day that you will never want to leave.
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i worte this after i watched the last ep of every body loves raymond.
As much as we try to delay this process from happening the ending is inevitable there is nothing in its way to stop it. To tell you the truth it scares me to death to think of what I am going to do next year, I am used to the routine of getting up in the morning to go to school as much as I complain about it, that will be one of the things I miss the most. Another will be going into a place I have come to know as one of the safest places I know, there where times I felt like why do I go back there I don’t fit in, but I came up with the same answer every time it’s a place I feel safe probably the safest place I know second to my home. I know that no matter how bad things get that there are always people I can talk to that make the worst things go away just by being there, I know I’ll find someday a place like this but for know the hardest thing I’ll have to do is leave.
I say this to every one no matter how much you don’t like it, no matter what things you go through take the time to cherish every thing you do there because when it comes down to it the last day you spend there will be the one day you will never forget. And the one day that you will never want to leave.
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i worte this after i watched the last ep of every body loves raymond.
