Dreams

[CharmingP4]

K hot, tell me what this wacky dream means:

So I am outside standing by my car, I think I had just gotten home from somewhere. So then Jim pops up out of nowhere and hands me a bouquet of flowers with a few pages of folded up paper. Except the boquet is a bunch of yarn (I think it was blue, light blue) all unravled and thrown into one of those plastic covers that go around flowers from the store, yknow? Anyways, so he hands this to me and says 'Sorry I didn't show up yesterday, happy valentines day.' Apperently it was Valentines Day today. Anyways, so then I was upstairs and he had left and I was trying to read the letter he had written but when I opened it, the first page was blank and I went to the next page and it was all blury, like I wasn't wearing my glasses or something. And I kept straining to read it and I couldn't. So I set it down. Then I turned on the TV and on and was watching the news and they were interviewing my friend Charmaine and they asked her if she wanted Jim and she said "Well he's a sweet guy and good to talk to, but he's just a good friend. But if something were to happen, I wouldn't mind." Or something to that effect. Then I started changing channels and was looking for something...and every other channel was like a chat room online, and all of my friends were in there talking and I wanted to talk too, but I couldn't figure out how, and so I kept changing channels to see what they were talking about but I couldn't tell. Then I was looking for the letter, and I had the blank page, but not the one with the letter written on it...I couldn't find it anywhere. And I was angry becaus I really wanted to know what it said. Then I was at my computer and I was online in the chat room that i had seen on tv, but everyone I knew was gone and i couldn't talk to them. Then I found the letter (the top corner had a big peice torn off of it) and started reading it and it started off real nice, like him telling me how cool I was and pretty and intriguing and all that...and before I got to the point of his letter, what it all led up to, I woke up.

So......what do you think al this means? It only makes me wonder cause some of the smaller points were SO vivid in my dream, and I usually don't remember the smaller points, such as the yarn bouquet and the letter.....yea....

[hotlips70]

huh....let's see...part of it is that you would like him to be a man and apologize for being an a$$. The yarn represents your feelings for him, that he is peaceful, and warm. And that the note repersents his apologe. The first page is blank cause he has yet to be that man, and the other pages were blury, cause he has just started to be that man in your eyes. That is why you could start reading the letter. He wants to be that man, he wants to be a friend, but is having a hard time finding his way to that point.
The Valentines day, is there for the fact of love and friendship... and your friend Charmaine, that is her feelings coming out...her true feelings. Have you ever asked her about herself and Jim? I am sure that she doesn't care what happens one way or an other...and maybe if she knew how you felt, then she would be alittle less....carless. Your flipping thur the stations, represents that you feel you are losing all of your friends around you. That is why you couldn't figure out how to talk to them..
I am not sure if I have helped you out at all, I hope you understand this... I hope that I have made thigs alittle clear... Keep you r chin up, I have a feeling that things are going to get better...Love ya.....

[CharmingP4]

Wow....yes that all makes perfect sense...I had sorta figured some of it out on my own but wanted to ask you for more specifics.....yes...it seems very true,....well I mean I can't speak for Jim...but...it does make sense....I hope he comes around...and its true I have felt like I've been losing all my friends (cept here of course).....and I am not a person who really talks...I can vent til the sun goes down but...I can't have a true conversation with someone that I need to talk to and tell them my feelings.....I get that from my father.....and when I do get out anything remotely close to how I feel...it comes out completely wrong and I don't get my point across..... I dunno...this trip will do me good. I need to get away. In a way, I am running away....I know it... but I need that right now. And......I didn't tell hardly anyone....mostly because I just want to dissapear for awihle...but deep down I want people to wonder where I went and miss me and try to call and figure out where I am..........but I know that won't happen....most of them won't realize I even left......but I shouldn't worry about that, I just need to go have a good time, enjoy seeing my family, and breathe. I dunno...sorry, but thanks Hot, I don't think I've ever had a more clear dream....least not one I remember so much of....

[hotlips70]

anytime sweetie...I am so glad that I could help you and I think this trip is so going to help you... Just take it easy.... and don't worry about anything

[CharmingP4]

Heh, easier said then done my friend.

[hotlips70]

I know, but...... well you know...

[CharmingP4]

I know

[MASON564]

dang hot. you are good. very good. see and i thought i was good. now im going to pout. are you happy now?i can have the vivid dreams remeber the smells the ground the touch etc but have no ideal what any of it means. not fair. oh well at least i got abducted by aliens and you didnt.lol.you know im messing. i just wanted to pop in here and see what everyone is dreaming.you are good at this hot.heres your certificate.
this may sound weird but have you ever thought that perhaps the channels, chatting with friends wasnt her losing them but her losing herself or her distancing herself from them?like her feelings are trying to tell her what may end up happening. hey i didnt say i was good at it. only said i was good at having them. scrool up and read.lol. hope things are getting better for you cp4.

[MASON564]

just dawned on me, but perhaps the flowers appearing to be full and they are really empty might be her expecting more than what is there. like perhaps there is nothing there fo her--like its not going anywhere. just a thought.lol.am i confusing you?dont worry you can join me there.

[hotlips70]

It makes sense and it maybe what it means..I never said that what I see is what it really is...I am usally really close to what I see. The only thing I wish is that I know what my own dreams meant.... oh well... I am glad that you have brought up these points and I would welcome you or anyone else to come in and give their sense of what is what... thanks again sweetie take care and I'll talk to you later...

[CharmingP4]

Thank you Mason those are good points as well, and it makes sense. I dunno.....things aren't too much better....me and one of my friends in the above scenario chatting thing and I went out tonight for some food and we talked for a long time....and it made me feel a little better.....he said he was worried about where I was when I was out of town and was freaking out, but I also know some of that was him being a drama queen....but he told me that he does love me and our friendship but that he just gets so busy with everything that he sometimes doesn't think that I may need him. And, all in all it was a good talk. I told him a lot of other things that were bothering me and he seemed to understand....

But at the same time, I think Mason may be right with the whole distancing myself thing because whenever I get hurt bad or upset or sad, I distance myself from everyone...and that's what I have been doing with all my friends...I dunno......unfortunatly I cant' read life the way we read a dream so I won't know anything until it works out and life goes on.......gah.....oh well. Thanks guys you always make me seem less crazy then I am. As I told Micah tonight, I am working on the crazy and one day I will be the person he once knew except I won't be the same me I will be some new and improved shiny me! And that eventually this strange crazy version of me will go away.....so......yea.

[Icey]

ok, hi, i see its been awhile, dont know if you still do the dream thing or not but if you do, try this one on for size,

first of all, this dream is so out of place for me, because i almost never, never remember dreaming, and havent had a night mare since i was 9, then all of a sudden a couple of nights ago i have this crazy sort of pod people kind of dream,

it started out with me walking thru and urban area (yeah i live in the country) down an alley or a small road past a body shop or a garage, when a small boy comes out of nowhere, stops in front of me, puts his hands in the air and says stop, then he turns to my right and starts to run, then he turns and yells run run, so i start to chase him, we come to a chain fence, he steps through a large hole in the fence, then he falls, to the ground, not like he tripped exactly more like he was tackled, only there was nothing there, a second later im knocked to the ground, and i cant see any thing, all i can hear is a calming voice trying to sooth me into calming down, but i struggle and fight my way free in time to see the boy calmly stand up and walk away only hes wearing all green clothes and a green hat that he wasnt wearing before, so i began to run again back the way i came, only every thing is different now, every thing is green, clothes, cars houses, signs, everything, except me, so im running from all these people, and trying to hide, and the boy finds me and says here she is then i wake up,

[hotlips70]

Wow Icey,
Ok the first thing i can tell you is that green usally repersents money. So what first comes to mind is that you are going to be coming into money, and by the sound of it alot of it.


I am so sorry but I am going to have to get back to you on your dreamm. I have way to many distractions and can't think...I gotta go sorry

[hotlips70]

Hi Icey, sorry about that. I honestly have to say that what I get from your dream is thar something is coming your way, something that is going to scare the poop out of you. Our bodys and our minds have different ways of letting us know when something is coming. Good or bad. Your dream is alittle hard to interupit.

I have to stop again my stupid phone is none stop ringing...and now it is my cousin in law...sorry I can't think and focous on your dream and talk to her at the same time....I am sssssssssssooooooooooooooo sorry.